What In The World?!
How I hate couples so much. Jealous? Well, you can say that. Oh come on, just cause I don't have a boyfriend doesn't mean I'm going to kill you (if you're having a relationship) or the other humans in the whole wide world. Probably I might, in case one of you is such a sophisticated bitch and really annoys the crap out of me, then yes.
I'm not really into this kind of love stuffs. I mean, I want to but uh, the reason is I suck at SERIOUS relationship. Couples are sweet and all that but, yeah; somehow I can find it really hard to understand. I really envy to those who's like coupling like almost seven months, one year, two years or so. It's pretty cool. Wanna start lecturing me? No? Fuck you.
To tell you the truth, I'm kinda scared of the word "Love". No, I'm serious! Don't you "yea right.." me, you dip shit! I ain't talking shit here. Look, if you're like; say you're having a MAJOR HUGE CRUSH on this hot dude/lady in your school/work or something, you're acting stupid and crazy, in front of him/her, yes? or you could say, your heart keeps on beating faster and all that (or other sudden symptoms happened to you)? Well, that's called "Love", baby. Yes, love hurts and when it hurts you right onto the heart, it's really painful. Trust me, I've experienced it before.
It's no ordinary pain either. To top it off, even stupid emo fools, or should I say idiot people, might even suicide themselves or cut their wrist just cause of the breakup, being rejected and got dumped. It's not a big deal, was it? Well, probably for you it's a big deal; since that's your dream guy/girl and I'm like the heartless one around here. So then again, for those people who's brave enough to confess their feelings to the opposite sex; then, I should congratulate you then.
Basically, those guts depends on the type of the person you are. If you're a shy type of person who's afraid some certain circumstances that might endangered you, then welcome to my world, mate. I don't judge people by who or what they are. I judge according to their personalities, talents AND attitude. Important, yes?
Uncle Gai said that my life is pretty much cooler and fun than his. No, it's not true Uncle Gai. I'm just a loner who only writes storybooks which is about thirty-eight all together and who doesn't talk much, who's not brave enough and who doesn't even have the guts to talk to the opposite sex face to face. Gin's pretty much got more potential than I am and that's a fact. It's true kan, Gin? Awu ja! Jaaa~
Pssh, I think staying single is much more easier, yes? Uncle Gai said so. He's a bad uncle who teaches his "niece" how to beat the crap out of people. No kidding. Ah yes, Gin why aren't you coming to my class anymore kan? I want to talk to you bah. N-no! Don't ask me questions, woman. You're not going to ask me questions neither in the chatbox nor through the MSN thingy. Unless you came into my class and starts to throw the broomstick right on my face. I don't mind, really. I just want to talk to you and about what? Don't ask. Curious? Yeah, your curiosity killed my blue fighting fish! TTATT
FACT: Good LORD! There's another classmate of mine who've lost her virginity and she's a darn fiancee!
Flare: Eh Jaz. It's true ka yang si *insert my classmate's punya name* inda virgin?
Jaz: Siapa? Si *insert the dudette's name*?
Flare: Awu.
Jaz: Awu, andang inda virgin kali sudah ah dari Form 2 since like ia bertunang sudah.
Flare: ._. Oh! (No wonder her face looks ketuahan.) <--- Hahaha! I'm evil. X3
