:: Hope Had Faded ::

I got two hopes on the contrary though but one has been cancelled out. Cause, since I saw my actual final marks and the result of my aftermath end-of-year-examination that is considered that I only have one HOPE left. That is: Teacher pushed the failures to make it to Form 5 temporarily. You know what I'm saying?

It's like a test really. When we failed the First Examination, the failed ones will be send back to Form 4 which is not a good sight. That's embarrassing!

So I went to school this morning. There's quite a few people in our class and that goes to the other classes as well. So I managed to learn that 4C, 4D and 4E have three students who failed their end of year examination. While the other classes that goes on have lots of failures as well but I don't know, I'm just guessing really.

I was also eavesdropping that Nasyitah (is that how you spell her name? I'm sorry if there's a mistake), that she failed as well. Okay, so it IS quite shocking to you guys though. Since you guys thought that she's clever and all. After all, what can we do anyways? It is not likely there will be hope for us, right? Unless there is a chance for us to promote to Form 5 next year.

Then again, if you want to know about the Promotion & Retention event going on in school, there's nothing new about it. Teachers were all busy with their copy and pasting (not exactly) the marks in our report books. Not cool for those who failed and cool for those who passed.

Then again, I don't know whether or not tomorrow to those who is promoting to Form 5 will be taking their textbooks from the bookstore. I think and hopefully that is good tidings to those who passed. Sheesh, I shouldn't have ended up in Form 4D just cause of a friggin' subject. Crap! I always knew it from the start. Oh well, what can I do? I'm not regretting anything anyways.