:: Nervous & Pathetic ::

Oh I'm feeling so pathetic today, man. Not cool. The first thing is that, I'm like worried to death about how my end-of-year-examinations will turned out. God! Why does Maths have to be like so fucking important?! Damn it!

Secondly, there's a mixture of nervousness and worried-ness that dwells in me right now. Why? Because of that English Speech Competition. Oh crap! Reading Mr. Jason's blog sounds like.. I don't know -- making me this weird feeling, you know what I'm saying? It's like making more nervous and pathetic-er. Great! This ain't cool man and it's not like what I've been expecting at all. Even though my friends tried to cheer me up about the results for the end-of-year-examinations; it's just that.. I'm just like so friggin' scared about it.

Anyways, just forget about that fucking result crap thingy. So the P2F concert is going to start about an hour. If you saw that Nurul's or also known as Dila's voting poll/percentage is the highest. It's no surprise to me. 'sides, whose bright idea was it anyways to vote 50 points for her own friend? . . . I did.

I know right? It's just plain WICKED!

Next! I want to talk about to those Form 4s who's already finished their end-of-year-examination like today. Okay, so I noticed there are some crazy freaks or psychos screaming, running and talking crap like hell just cause today was their final examination. I would say that is not fair and I would say that it is fair. Besides, it really depends on what subject you're taking, yes?

So I have my English Literature examination coming up this Monday. Wish me luck and I'll try to aim higher than before! I BEG YOU! So on Monday, it will be MY turn to scream my head off and laughing like a friggin' joker. Oh, I won't be doing those two activities that much BUT, I will be acting crazy like you'll never seen before. So there's a fact really that: I'm always on crack whenever an examination is over. 

Heed on my words, humans and I won't be expecting people to say this: "Oh! Gila kali si Paii ani~"

P/S: . . . Combine Science 2 is like your worst nightmare dammit! It sucks BIG FUCKING BALLS and guess what?! I can't even fucking solve the friggin' atoms, electrons, protons and neutrons bullshit part! HOW LAME IS THAT?! FUCK DMITRI MENDELEEV for creating that fucking periodic table! No wonder you went crazy after solving those damn electrons, atoms or whatever it is! FUCK; I HATE CHEMISTRY AND PHYSICS!