:: Promotion and IDK ::

What the fuck! Tomorrow is like Monday and guess what? I'm feeling rather nervous and anxious because of my average marks! Shit this situation. I had this heavy kind of feeling in my heart for days since I looked at my average. I got 44.5 *something-something* and that makes it like 45 for my average crap.

Then again, my average is not yet confirmed though because the teacher haven't added up all the assessments, classwork & homework and as well as projects for each subject. So I really am counting for that and I can sense a little hope in it. Please God, let me promote to the next level in Form 5 next year!

Oh and most importantly, I haven't tell my marks to my mom! How stupid. Cause I never failed before in my whole fucking life!

PLEASE GOD! LET ME PASS IN THIS DESPERATE HOUR! >__<