:: Anxiety ::

Gee! I'm starting to worry about IRK Paper I and Paper II already. Sure enough I have some confidence in both papers -- for the Section As, at least. I usually tend to get fucked up (or overconfident for that matter) in Section Bs. I HOPE that I'll score it well.

Urgh! The finishing date is still so far away! Some of my friends will be finishing their 'O' Levels around November 10th and on the 13th. While, I, ended up in November 16th. Psshpfft! Long weekend. PMB-ians is having their jolly good holiday apparently and I didn't realize that they had finished their examinations that .... fast. But anyway, PMB are easy. I mean, pfft! Well, that's just because I have made it through.

Ah yes; about today. When I was busying enjoying myself playing The Sims 3, Dad knocked on my door. Another two more letters from Manchester arrived and I think The Writer's Bureau is wanting me to be their student. I would love to be their student and of course having my own personal tutor. Whatever that makes my writing to be improvised. But really, while you're studying in the midst of improving your writing skills, you were being paid as well. It's just plain cool and fair to be precise.

Anyway! Now I know myself that I've been booked right after the 'O' Level. But to be frank really, I prefer not to be disturbed in any way. I have other things to do really and I am trying to make myself busy for this upcoming three months holiday. But seriously, I have other things to do besides going shopping and hanging out with you guys. Want to know what? Trust me, you don't even wanna know.

Lots of stuffs are swirling in my mind right now and they need to be dealt with right after this 'O' Level.

P/S: The image below will indicate on what I will be doing right after the 'O' Level. It means that I'm thinking really hard to sort things out.